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END​:​CHAOS PT. II

from THE GESTALT by The Doyenne

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(Verse I)
My little doll, ma petite pêche
I love you more than all the rest
I thought you cared. I thought you understood.
Or did I love you… too soon?
We can do whatever you like,
I’m ashamed. Turn down the lights.
I need you now. I need to know.
Will you love me back? Should I just let you go?

(Chorus)
Did you see all the chaos without you?
Did you feel all the things I’m willing to do?
Did you taste that? A tiny little scratch?
What would it take to bring you back?
Did you see all the chaos when I was with you?
Did you notice the scars? Do you know what I did?
Is that why you left? That’s what you needed to do?
Please, pick up the phone...

(Verse II)
I cry and cry and cry but you still won’t come back
I hide in our sheets, poised for another scratch
I make it hurt, just to feel something
Dull pain? Oh, this is nothing

(B-Section)
I am damaged, breaking shit, Chaos, Chaos
I am hurting, melting down, Chaos, Chaos
Honey sweet then bitter words, Chaos, Chaos
Rip up the sheets that we shared, Chaos, Chaos
Self-destruct, I can’t live through this, Chaos, Chaos

(Refrain)
My mind, End Chaos / My Soul, End Chaos / My Heart, End Chaos / Myself, End Chaos / Absence, End Chaos / I drink, End Chaos / Not Again, End Chaos / I’m Fine! End Chaos

I’m Fine! (I’M FINE) I’m gonna be alright!
I’m fine! (I’M FINE) For real, this time!

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from THE GESTALT, released December 7, 2019
© House of Creation, 2019.
Produced, composed, arranged, and performed by The Doyénne.

Additional production, arrangement and engineering by MCMT.

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The Doyénne (born Syeed DiJon Poole) was a prolific openly gay Black American music producer, songwriter, singer, lyricist, performance and recording artist whose work spans from alternative hip hop, R&B and Electronic Dance Music. Based in Phoenix, AZ, The Doyénne was active from 2006 to 2023, and Syeed-DiJon now seeks to continue sharing his artistry with his next project and persona. ... more

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