lyrics
(Verse I)
My little doll, ma petite pêche
I love you more than all the rest
I thought you cared. I thought you understood.
Or did I love you… too soon?
We can do whatever you like,
I’m ashamed. Turn down the lights.
I need you now. I need to know.
Will you love me back? Should I just let you go?
(Chorus)
Did you see all the chaos without you?
Did you feel all the things I’m willing to do?
Did you taste that? A tiny little scratch?
What would it take to bring you back?
Did you see all the chaos when I was with you?
Did you notice the scars? Do you know what I did?
Is that why you left? That’s what you needed to do?
Please, pick up the phone...
(Verse II)
I cry and cry and cry but you still won’t come back
I hide in our sheets, poised for another scratch
I make it hurt, just to feel something
Dull pain? Oh, this is nothing
(B-Section)
I am damaged, breaking shit, Chaos, Chaos
I am hurting, melting down, Chaos, Chaos
Honey sweet then bitter words, Chaos, Chaos
Rip up the sheets that we shared, Chaos, Chaos
Self-destruct, I can’t live through this, Chaos, Chaos
(Refrain)
My mind, End Chaos / My Soul, End Chaos / My Heart, End Chaos / Myself, End Chaos / Absence, End Chaos / I drink, End Chaos / Not Again, End Chaos / I’m Fine! End Chaos
I’m Fine! (I’M FINE) I’m gonna be alright!
I’m fine! (I’M FINE) For real, this time!
credits
from
THE GESTALT,
released December 7, 2019
© House of Creation, 2019.
Produced, composed, arranged, and performed by The Doyénne.
Additional production, arrangement and engineering by MCMT.
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